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Hello, there. It’s been a while since we last talked. How have you been holding up? Emotionally? Physically? Spiritually? I sure hope it didn’t get any worse the last time I checked.
I was pretty much busy about life. Just getting a hang of it, you know? Like everyone else. It’s like a make-pretend race in our heads that we’d make it one step ahead from anyone else. To be honest, it’s getting a little bit frustrating. Infuriating, at least. At some part of it, I thought I’d get away with it, yknow, the system?
But I got sucked up and now I think it’s getting too late to get away with it. It gets overwhelming. Like you just redo everything you did, you said, the decisions you’ve made. Most of the in-betweens are irrational gray areas you thought it wouldn’t matter, but it did, eventually. I overthink. Blame myself and continuously move on(?)
The feelings the moment demanded us to feel is sprung out in the wrong places. It felt forced. I felt betrayal. I just needed to understand safety on all those in-betweens to stay afloat. That’s why I conquered. At least for now.
xx
Let’s talk without pressure of not staying afloat. Let’s talk as if we’ve known each other. Let’s find comfort. Find peace just for a pace. Preferably 30 up.
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