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Brief background: I met up with this girl from Reddit last Feb. We clicked bc she was kalog, and I was too. So we became friends, and not long after we became kind of a FWB but not rlly (gets ba?). So fast forward to now, medyo I can sense na she might be having feelings towards me. Possibly because we were comfy na with each other. However, as much as I'd wanna syugar coat it, I don't see her as a potential girlfriend. And I was vocal about it kasi I don't want our friendship to end just because she might've gotten friendzoned. She might be seeing this post rn nga tbh. But open naman kami to seeing other ppl bc nga we established na na mainly FRIENDS kami, but with occasional benefits. And, plus, she's the one who encourages me to post na nga sa reddit.
So ito, here I am after weeks of holding myself back. Medyo as an empath kasi, tuwing sinasabi niyang "look for someone sa reddit", iniisip ko na "hala test lang ba yun to see if kakagat ako?" So medyo nakakaguilty if I posted. But then again, di naman kami exclusive and clear naman sa both parties yung expectations. Masyado lang ata ako nag ooverthink?
I wanna keep the friendship bc she's a good person. Pero I feel like I'm longing for a different kind of sensation with a different person na kasi. So my only question here is, if kayo ba ako, magguilty rin ba kayo maghanap ng other partner or not? Kasi tbh I'm really in the mood to "explore" again 😮💨 lmk your thoughts pls.
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