To: Women of Reddit

Just a bit over a month, this redditor and I agreed to call ourselves FWB. We've somehow gotten to know each other naman na to the point na I didn't think there would be anything that would surprise me pa about her.

One night we went out to grab drinks. A couple of beers later, napagusapan namin na never pa kaming lumabas na walang nangyari samin after. So I teased her. Sabi ko kahit ihatid ko siya sa kanila, hindi ko siya gagalawin that night (with matching 😇 face pa kunwari bc yung kuya niyo syempre konting pacute rin minsan diba HAHA). Knowing na UP siya, older siya, and matalino naman talaga siya -- I thought she knew we were on the same page. That I WAS JUST TRYING TO TEASE HER. Fast forward, hinatid ko siya sa place niya. And when we were about to do the deed, biglang umiyak sabi ayaw niya raw kasi "hindi ko inestablish yung intentions ko beforehand". So ako ok tinry ko intindihin. Usap muna kami konti. Tapos bigla siya mang ttease. Pero pag ihihiga ko na siya, pinapatigil niya ko. Parang ako, "WHAT?!".

So medyo na off ako dun kasi parang ano ba talaga? So sabi ko ok, alis na lang ako kasi ayaw niya talaga ata. When I was about to leave, umiyak nanaman. Sabi kantutin ko na raw siya. So ako, bilang medyo off nako, gusto ko na lang umuwi. Kaso biglang nag bring up na mabuti pa raw mag suicide nalang siya. Tutal daw wala naman siyang bearing sa mundo. So ako, bilang wtf ako last mo kasama gago masisi pako -- tinry ko siya icomfort. Tas we did the deed after that.

Point is, because of what happened that night, parang ayaw ko na siya kitain ulit. I've had my fair share of kraAazy bitches. I'm no doctor. I wanna call it off na sana. Pero I don't wanna be a douche rin naman. If tatapusin ko with her, how should I put it discretely? Ayoko naman mahurt siya gago baka matuluyan talaga (wag naman sana) 🥲

Pero yun, if you made it this far, what do u think? Lemme know. Gusto ko lang naman ng constant FWB / fubu pero tbh I have no time sa may issues pls. 🥲