Hi? I told myself I'd never do anything online mainly because my friends have had nothing but terrible luck with it. I've felt lonely most of my life and it seems I've hit my lowest? This is the first time I'm putting myself out there.

About me: I'm 5'6 currently 80kg, dad bod? Ish? Kind of let myself go lately because of my mental health but loves physical activity (Walking/running/weight lifting etc) Not sports though. When my mental recovers ill work out again. At my leanest dieted down to 60 kg lean with ab muscles showing. (Abs are gone now unfortunately) I'm bisexual, honest rating of my looks is maybe a 4-6/10? 7 on a good day? Very sheltered person and no experience with anything related to relationships. My hobbies are very nerdy. I run a DND campaign for my friends, I like Warhammer, Manga and BL. I have crude and at times brain rot humor. I also think a lot and therefore like to have deep conversations.

Tldr 5'6 bisexual, 4-6/10. Sheltered Nerd that's never felt the touch of men or women. Im very pathetic but very authentic. Masc? Passing(friends and family say I don't look gay at all) Versatile Top?

What I'm looking for: If interested in befriending me: Around my age (18-21 preferably) Can understand English (Kaya kong mag tagalog pero medyo hirap Ako pag malalim na tagalog. English is just much more comfortable for me.)

If interested in dating instead: pls send a picture? I don't value looks much but they do still matter and I wanna have an idea of who I'm opening my heart to.. (very hypocritical but due to my social anxiety Im not confident in sharing my pictures yet.. maybe when I'm sure it'll work out.) Feminine looking? (Preference not a requirement) Height doesn't matter Cute? Ig? I dunno.

Be clear with your intentions po if ever someone dms me. (Not interested in hookups) Pls be patient with me. I'm still scared of strangers..