I'm not very fond of christmas. For some reason, I'm reminded every year that maybe I don't deserve anything; because something sad/traumatic always happens around this time and it's just pretty fucking inevitable at this point.
I may be free from the shackles of college, but now I have to face reality, and the real world is especially cruel to kind people. (Studies show people prefer being around other people who are actually worse than them, because if they're around people who are better, they'll start to feel bad about themselves.)
The thing is, it's hard to distinguish the narcissists from the insecure people who bring others down to bring themselves up, and I just want someone pure with their intentions.
I guess people are surprised/skeptic of me every time I try to give them basic human decency as the bar is in hell.
Anyway, I am looking for the exact opposite of my parent: someone mature, doesn't judge me every chance they get, and last but not least, someone who doesn't want children. Ever.
Maybe then, I you'd be someone I'm willing to give my first time to~ (just a thought)
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