Well, not really. You just chose to not talk to anymore which is so f'd up.

We met here. We met up, hooked up and that was it. Then we met up again because why not? We then made plans to go somewhere, check in and spend a nice weekend together. It's making the most out of before I leave for somewhere. Then for some reason, I did not hear from you for days. So I messaged you thanking you for your time and me expressing my disappointment. I was so looking forward to that weekend but you decided to ghost me. Then, you messaged me last minute saying you got sort of sick and blah blah blah which was just so convenient as an excuse. You could've at least said something beforehand or me making reservations, plans and well.. I was disappointed. Disappointed because I was really looking forward to seeing you because I was interested enough to like you.

So days passed and I left but we decided to keep in touch. We set up an agreement that we'd stay connected as it appears the attraction is mutual. Or so I thought. We even exchanged personal deets and socials. I thought, it was going well. Not up until you reacted over something I did. I pointed out a couple of old pics that I thought were interesting. Hey, it was knowing you better and moving forward with whatever it was we were having. I looked into your past through your socials since they were there. It was all I can do to know more about you because you don't tell me anything. But how you reacted sort of threw me off. I apologized profusely and deleted everything I found. I even put you on restrict on one platform so as you can keep your remaining anonymity at this point.

But I still wanted to keep in touch. I'd update you about my daily and you'd still reply cordially. Well, then you again stopped. I just thought you were busy with academics since it was something you made me understand before which was totally fine. I also explained to you that as an overthinker, you have to tell me things straightforward. I would notice everything and I would think otherwise unless you tell me different. Then I saw that classes are suspended until the 2nd meaning you could have time to at least send me a reply. But you didn't. You haven't even replied or seen any of what I last sent. Then I'd see you have stories on your socials meaning you had time. Time to reach out or just say hey, I don't want this anymore or just stop. But then again, no message is a message. I get that now.

I'm sorry if I overstepped or just was overwhelming. It's the way I generally am for someone I have attraction to. I would adjust if asked because I lack the self awareness when I do. But ghosting me just like that is so f'd up. But thank you though. It was fun while it lasted. I felt better in the days we were communicating and have have started moving on from the shitshow that I endured when I went home there (a different story). Siguro naging hatdog ka na nga lang sa ref.

Anyways, goodluck with school, life. I hope you get to focus enough to reach your goals. I'm still rooting for you. I will miss you. And should you decide to tslk to me again, you know where to find me. Bye.