Heyo its me again, as a couple of guys might have mentioned how redundant my username and post was appearing on this subreddit haha let me make a new one.

Can I pour my heart out? I've poured it for so many people already, and so many cannot contain it so might as well do it here.

Hi! I have recently turned 20, studying a med course I shouldnt have, recently been turned upside down from switching schools, losing friends, and car accidents, so you could say I had quite a year.

I'm just kinda tired ya know, tired of seeing other people get chosen, people who are a liability and yet get chosen by someone in their own free will. I cannot ask of you guys to choose me but I can atleast open my dms right? Its a pathetic post I know, but its lulu hour so let me haha.

I know 20s is a messy year, but hey not all of us can afford to be reckless at 20s right? The freedom most teens get at their 20s haha I could only dream. Im for real, and what im looking for is a constant, not a what if, a maybe, a could be, what im looking for is someone who is. Blame it on the fact that im writing this at 4am but to those who's on this point of the post, I meant this for people who pay attention till the end. Can I have someone like you? Someone who reads a message through and through, someone who gets intrigued by something different from all the other posts you couldve read, someone who makes effort like u still reading this, someone like you, who might feel the same, tired, and wanting to finally meet that person you know you could be yourself with. Yes you, hi.

Can we talk? Can we call? Can we meet somewhere in this place? Yes you, is it really you? Finally you? Hi! Ive been looking for you.

All my past infos are on my already existing profile haha, try not to mind thr other sappy stuff I said there but do see my other infos about me and my preferences just to check if were one in the same, a decent match so far. So after all that ill wait for ya in my dms, ill just be here, im not going anywhere <33