I am a femme 35yo and recently I met a hottie 41 yo femme too. To be honest, I not that pretty, I’m even chubby but I have fair skin and chinita eyes and funny (sabi nila) then this hottie 41yo who is also chinita and even looked like Mayor Alice Guo is very serious, suplada and maarte but then for some reason she’s super sweet to me and very madaldal to me which she’s not like that naman to others daw and always poker face with other people, super short also her patience which is my opposite because i am very patient. We’ve been talking for 2 days pa lang and then she said i’m her girlfriend already which nagulat ako and me being a person who doesn’t know how to say no, pumayag but i even asked her many times if she’s so sure (me praying sana hindi at the back of my mind since ayoko kasi makasakit ng girl 🥹🥹🥹), she said she’s super sure about me because she’s so comfy with me daw since i’m polite, malambing and funny which makes her daw napapadaldal kasi with others very pokerface and tahimik lang sya and very nonchalant which totoo naman nga which is very different nga sya pagsakin. However, I didn’t expect for us to be in a relationship this early. To be honest, now she is super sweet and clingy pa sakin like nakokonsensya na lang ako kasi she’s really making efforts considering she’s now back in her hometown which is super layo like 1.5hours plane ride away from me. She’s even very caring and maalaga even if she’s malayo and always making me feel secured and loved huhu.. she’s even always making time to check on me and do updates which she doesn’t normally do sa iba nga daw which totoo naman since my mga common friends na nagsasabi that she’s really the mataray and walang ka care care kahit kanino which is so different with me and her being an alpha female na very competitive and serious and formal even changed her wallpaper na naging picture ko na. Naloloka na ako actually sa kanya and they way she talks to me since coño sya is so malambing to the point that she even told me one time na “sakin ka lang so please don’t make landi na sa iba. You’re already locked in with me” in a very nakikiusap and sweet way and told me that i’m not her gf but her asawa already and everyday she’s telling that she misses me and she even booked a ticket again next week just to come and spend time with me again..which nagugulat talaga ako since me coming from a toxic relationship na laging nahuhuli ko mga ex ko nagchecheat di ako sanay ng ganitong treatment.. and to be honest, kahit minsan she’s not in a good mood because of her business, whenever she feels not in the mood she’s telling me na agad but still wants me on the line kasi nga she’s making effort na kahit busy sya she makes time for me which naguguilty na ako kasi at the same time i have a long time crush na sister ng friend ko who is also 40yo na single and very pretty and very mabait also na nakakausap ko din sabay with her that time who lives near me lang din naman. I’m trying to distance myself to her na kasi I have a gf na nga kaso I don’t know why she’s always updating me and do make me laugh always din which is feeling ko sa kanya talaga ako nafafall and to be honest sya talaga gusto ko and to be honest i see my future pa nga with her kasi close ko din ate nya plus we really vibe and she’s so sweet and funny too huhu.. but i have this gf already too who is so caring and loving to me din naman. 😭😭😭 i don’t know what to do.. ayoko makahurt esp. My gf now whom madaming pinagdaanan in life who keeps on telling me that it’s the 1st time that she felt comfy with someone kaya di na daw nya ako pakakawalan (sana sa kanya na lang talaga ako super inlove, ayoko makahurt and ayoko sya mahurt) huhu.. what should i do? I feel like i’m cheating already and i feel bad. But i don’t want to hurt my gf right now kahit na i’m making distance na to this other girl whom I really like for so many years na. Bakit ba naman kasi ngayon lang to nagparamdam ng matino sakin ung crush ko kung kailan naman my nagsabing gf na ako huhu.. what should I do?😭😭😭