It might be the cold weather but I'm feeling quite vulnerable today. Lately, all I could think about was how comfortable being in your arms felt. The kiss we shared late night in the street. The jokes and laughs we shared under the quiet rumbling of the fan as we lay in your room. Your beautiful smile. Your eyes. Your cute inquisitive face whenever you think. The way you groan whether it's from frustration or gigil. The soft tender kiss we shared that felt a little bit too different that it scared us of what meaning it might've had. I miss it. I miss you.
But we both know it's not our time. We both need to heal from our wounds. I need to heal from the wound you gave me.
I'm not sure if you're here nor if you might come across this post. I hope you do. I want to so badly message you again but I know it won't do good for the both of us. All I can do right now is reminisce. Hold these precious memories that you've given me hoping that one day I will be okay for it to stay as that. Memories.
If you do come across this, I hope you're doing well on your healing journey as well and I miss you. Maybe, in another life time, things work out for the both of us.
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