Hello! Ako ulit. Dinadalaw nanaman ako ng kalungkutan. Gusto kong lumabas pero wala akong mayaya. I guess busy lahat ng friends ko. How I wish I have that special someone na kaladkarin. Yung someone na always there for you during your happiest and lowest days. Someone you can call if craving ka for jollibee or llao-llao. I guess now I understand bat yung mundo ng kapatid ko laging umiikot sa boyfie niya. I always ask myself na bakit kaya mas madami yung time niya sa jowa niya kaysa sa friends niya. Like minsan di siya sumasama sa gala ng friends niya just to be with his boyfie. Siguro ganon talaga kapag you’re in a relationship. Uunahin niyo yung isa’t-isa. I don’t know why I find it hard na mahanap yung the one na yon. May darating man pero eventually it won’t work out. Am I too much? Or kulang yung efforts ko? Or sadyang di lang talaga ako gustuhin? Or maybe pinaparusahan ako ng universe kase medj masama ugali ko? HAHAHAHA. Pero i guess may redeeming qualities naman din ako like i have this passion for the marginalized. I’m sweet and kind but i’m seloso. I love history, culture and the arts and most importantly funny naman ako. I also have a loving family na will accept that special someone dito sa bahay. It’s also my dream to have a boyfie na makikilala ng family ko. Basta to sum it up I just want to have a constant. So ayon. I guess I’ll just go with this sadness and loneliness at manonood na lang ng family guy. Kase bukas magiging okay na ako pero syempre babalik din tong sadness na to. HAHAHA I just hope sa 2024 na I can really accept na I won’t really have my own constant. And I should deal with this emotions alone. After all mukhang okay din naman mapag-isa. So ayon lang. Happy New Year everyone.

PS. Hirap maging panget na bading grrrr

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• 5’4, 65 kg
• soft boy/ not manly
• 25 years old, young professional
• wears glasses
• from south caloocan
• libra
• insecure pala ako with my looks pero i’m trying to love myself and i always try to tell myself na i’m beautiful na kahit na i think di ako attractive i still have other redeeming qualities lol
• currently enrolled sa gym kaso idk where to start 😭
• loves history, culture and the arts
• loves to play bowling. i guess i can beat you HAHAHAHA
• loves watching series, bl’s and most especially true crime documentaries
• plays nintendo switch. fave game ko is boomerang and little nightmares or anything adventure games and nintendo sports.
• clingy and hopeless romantic
• loves cuddles (small spoon) and kisses