every year ito yung season na pinakagusto ko kase sabi nga its the most wonderful time of the year yet idk why i feel sad and empty today. maybe because wala akong special someone? maybe because i feel ugly and unloveable. lagi ko naman nireremind yung sarili ko na hindi mo kailangan ng someone just to be happy and that i’am beautiful kaso may times talaga na hindi mo mapigilan mainggit at mag-isip na what if ganito, what if ganyan. HAHAHA sobrang gulo di ko na maintindihan yung sarili ko. maybe because wonderful nga for me ang time na ito. i know lilipas din naman itong loneliness that i’m feeling. so i’m hoping to find someone that will accept me whole heartedly. grabe pwede ba i-wish kay santa or kay lord ang lovelife? Dami ko pang sinasabi hahanap lang din naman ako ng constant sksksks

Anyway, things you need to know about me.

• 54, 65 kg
• soft boy/ not manly
• 25 years old, young professional
• wears glasses
• from south caloocan
• libra
• insecure pala ako with my looks pero i’m trying to love myself and i always try to tell myself na i’m beautiful na kahit na i think di ako attractive i still have other redeeming qualities lol
• currently enrolled sa gym kaso idk where to start 😭
• loves history, culture and the arts
• loves to play bowling. i guess i can beat you HAHAHAHA
• loves watching series, bl’s and most especially true crime documentaries
• plays nintendo switch. fave game ko is boomerang and little nightmares or anything adventure games and nintendo sports.
• clingy and hopeless romantic
• loves cuddles (small spoon) and kisses

What I’m looking for (optional lang naman ito if hindi I would still love to know you) HAHAHA * 5’5 and above, average body * 25 and above sana * wears glasses yung mukhang nerdy (weakness ko talaga guys with glasses) * same interests sana (pero willing to try your interests naman to know you better hehe) * sweet and caring (yung tipong alam yung gusto at patutunguhan nito) * matured HAHAHA yung can handle me emz * socially aware sa mga pangyayari sa bansa * has sympathy sa mga tao * clingy also * loves museums

anyway, merry christmas everyone. may your christmas be full of joy and wonder ✨ and i’m hoping for a better days ahead