hi so i recently went through a breakup and it was my first wlw/sapphic relationship as well as my first ever wahahu so as u can see, im still not taking it well even though my ex and i had closure the other day. this subreddit was suggested by one of my friends but i'm not looking for hookups, rebounds, or anything similar to those. honestly, i'm not exactly sure what im looking for yet. maybe someone who can listen? or simply talk to me abt literally anything!!

i'll give u a rundown of what happened: basically my ex was emotionally unavailable and they suddenly broke up with me out of the blue during a 1AM call while i was playing genshin impact. crazy, right? hahaha i totally didnt anticipate it tbh i wish they couldve softened the blow esp since theyre aware this is my first relationship and i have a fear of abandonment. unfortunately, my abandonment issues are off the roof now since this isnt the first time people left me without warning..

i have a variety of hobbies so i feel like i get along fine with most ppl. i play video games (gacha has a chokehold on me rn), read books, listen to different music (im not kidding when i say my playlists are rainbow womit), and do art! i have kanal humor but can sound pretentious at times jk wahaha honestly i just want someone to talk to, whether it be we have similar interests or u went thru something similar as I did, or just want to make new friends,,, mayhaps something more? chr

im still open to dating but u have to keep an open mind that my breakup is fresh and itll take me a while to be ready for a serious relationship. my last one was a whirlwind romance: ended just as fast as it started. we literally skipped thru so many stages of a relationship. i was lovebombed, breadcrumbed on a lot of occasions, and gaslit by the end of the relationship. so, im still pretty fragile considering this is also my first relationship. let's just see where it goes!