hi i know i should be thinking na it’s real since sogie’s pretty widespread na rin naman in our community, pero imma just throw this question away here kasi sa super rare ng masc x fem among gay guys i just can’t help but to ask if it is even real satin. so far, sa kahit saang dating apps or virtual spaces i’ve been to, puro masc to masc, manly to manly, discreet to discreet, or whatever similar variation u can think of talaga nakikita ko.

personally naman, i’m more on fem than masc in my gender expression, and i really don’t mind if i’m gonna date either a masc or a fem gay guy. pero, deep inside i know na my attraction (romantic and sexual) is primarily to masc guys — like when you think of happiness, satisfaction, or even euphoria from a relationship or casual encounters, i just know na it will be with a masc gay guy talaga.

as a fem gay, i’ve never experienced dating or hooking up with masc gays bc as we all know, it’s practically the rule in our community for masc to also look for masc than having masc to fem links/relationships. and let’s be real, generally ang experience din naman here sa sangkabadingan ng country natin sa masc ka rin naman talaga unang maaattract.

tho i must say din to give recognition sa mga naka-date ko/ex ko na fem that i enjoyed naman their company (my recent ex whom i first experienced my realest relationship and love with was a fem gay), i just know that i really really crave/long/desire for a masc gay guy and that i’ll be more truly satisfied and happy if ever i’ll get to date one (na type ko ofc, not saying na basta masc kahit sino yan masaya na ko HAHAHAHA)

haaaay pero tbh im just really horny recently and i want one really masc gay guy to breed the shit outta me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH jk not to downplay it but yeah what do y’all think? for me it’s kinda saddening lang din kasi ure desiring for sumn that’s unachievable/a deadend. that’s actually how i feel towards this fact.

p.s. sorry if i kept on putting guy with gay to avoid confusion or being called out kasi ginagamit din bading as an umbrella term for both gays and lesbians in the filo language hahahaha