It's 1AM and I woke up anxious. It would surely be mice if I can weather this out with a hug. 🥺

I'm that 29 years old in his calm, responsible, date-to-marry kuya era that posted here a few times before. I know I've posted my hesitance being in a relationship in here before as well. Times like this make me rethink that thought.

If a get into a relationship again,

Pros: I could use the hug and reassurance at times like this. It would surely feel like a cold water after a long day. I'm not the best but in my own way, I know I can provide the different love languages. I'm sure I can do my best to make the other person not rehret the decision. They just have to bear with my golden retriever energy especially on chat but I'm a chill guy irl, also my imperfections as well

Cons: I know that having a healthy relationship means I also have to participate in sex again. I've expressed before that I don't look forward to it. It feels more like responsibility. It feels like another shift at work that I have to get over with rather than a tasty dish I can enjoy and have with a loved one.

I've seen posts here about not having enough sex in their relationship and that being almost the only fault in the relationship and I keep thinking I want that.

Question is, does anybody feel the same na cherry on top lang ang sex and mas excited sila imaintain at iexperience ang majority ng relationship in other areas like going home to a warm tight hug, having a compassionate listener, a genuinely concerned and trusting boyfriend, a hang out buddy while being in calm places, a buddy to watch and rewatch movies and series in slow days, a gaming buddy or an undisturbed gaming time with snacks, going home to a home-cooked meal, a massage maybe?, freshly washed and folded clothes maybe? Yes, a bestfriend and a "housewife" after the relationship has grown, in one.

Thoughts? 🥺