AAAAAAAAAAA Ang hirap pala no? I'm 21 and as we all know, currently in the age where hormones rage all the damn time. I want to have sex but I can't do it if there's no emotional connection. Ang hirap rin makahanap ng emotionally available guy! I want to be fucked but gusto ko sa boyfriend lang and sobrang frustrating kasi I haven't had it for 2 years na. Grabeng celibacy. Lifetime na ba to?

Anybody going through the same thing? I have this dilemma kasi na everybody out there is having fun with sex and experimenting and here I am wanting emotional connection before doing the deed and reserving it for a lover. I sometimes feel sad kasi what if I look back someday and realize I missed out on the fun?