Hi, im currently 22 years old and idk why but seeing my classmates and friends na eexperience yung mga things that I wanted (like sex and dating publicly) i feel a bit sense of jealousy. Discreet kasi ako kaya lie low when it comes to dating. Not to mention, effeminate twink din kaya laging napagsasabihan na malambot ganon. Pero, now that im growing old, gusto ko kahit once ma experince na makipag kiss, holding or even sex. I have never felt this pero lately ive feel kind of lonely din ganon. Siyempre may friends and family din naman pero iba kasi yung may ichachat ka about sa personal rants ko tas may ka intimate kang kausap. Tried apps din like T6, gr1ndr, and omegle pero most guys ive been talking are downright for sex chat lang and not relationship. Wala lang, it feels kind of sad na kahit college ako, never kong na experience of joy of dating someone. Im just afraid that I'll grow old na never to experience genuine love from other people. Thoughts?