hi guys!

hi guys!

Gusto ko lang ilabas tong sadness na nararamdaman ko. Growing up I am the smart and funny gay guy but never the cute gay guy. In terms of look, I was ugly mula high school until college. Now that I am working, I look okay kahit papano. Still, I'm having a hard time in the dating scene, even in hook-ups I'm often rejected or di tinutuloy. I'm often told I'm not masc enough or femme enough. Di kaya, di ako Twink enough or di rin ako chub enough. My body is average din but for some reason, di parin pasok sa kanilang panlasa. I'm trying my best na wag maapektuhan, I actually did start na wag maapektuhan, but lately nagrerelapse na naman ako. I hate how I look like or I question my worth again.

Hirap makahanap ng love here sa community natin to? Especially if you are a bottom din like me. You have to be this good looking guy to get liked. Kahit ilang beses kong Sabihin sa Sarili ko na looks doesn't matter, multiple situation remind me looks do matter and Wala ako nun. Sadly, I won't find love if no guy find me attractive enough to pursue or give time to. Hahahahaha Ang Saket hahahaha I'm 24 btw. NBSB hahaha yun lang nilabas ko lang lungkot ko. Hopefully bukas confident na ako ule heheh huhu