it's been over a year now since we broke up pero there are times when I still think about him sometimes. In a way, these intrusive thoughts are about how easy it was for him to replace me coz after a month he dated the person he cheated on me with. I don't know if this was the reason but I had sex with him before we broke up. For context: 5 days kami hindi nagkita to think about us and our relationship after I knew the cheating incident. When we met, I just went for it and kissed him (out of longing) which eventually led to us having sex. It was never my intention to have sex. The plan was for us to just talk and give a formal end to the relationship. During that moment kasi I was still rooting for us to get back together because I wanted to give him a chance, but when he said na he doesn't want to anymore, I also gave myself the grace to walk away. I am not proud of it. I feel like I just want to relate to someone here. I know what I did wasn't a good idea. I still feel shame for that honestly. any thoughts?