So this is the part 2 ng story with my bestfriend. If you are interested sa part 1, check nyo n lang sa profile ko.

Ok so here we go.
Last week since school break ng bff ko naki stay sya sakin ng 1 week rito sa place ko sa Manila, Sunday afternoon sya dumating and un ang plan lang namin that night is mag bar since un rin ang ipinunta nya rito. So we went to this bar sunday night. Well usual bar stuffs. There's this guy na bet nya then sinabi nya sakin and approved naman sakin since cutie naman ung guy but that night wala nmn nangyaring super interesting sa bar so umuwi n kami around 4am. Then sa place ko as usual magkatabi kami matulog and both semi drunk and just same with part 1 he asked me pwede pa hug/cuddle habang tulog. Well it's happened before so goods lang sakin. Siempre mejo lasing after cuddling for few minutes humarap ako sa kanya and this time ako na ung nag initiate ng kiss and like last time it was soooo good and siempre nagtuloy tuloy na yon na sex. And then we cuddled after gang makatulog.

So next day, normal besties na ulit kame and di namin pinag uusapan ung nangyari. Every night pag matutulog lagi sya nag aask ng cuddle and akap since di ata sya sanay matulog ng walang kaakap also limited lang rin unan ko. Monday-thrusday pure cuddle hanggang matulog lang ginagawa namin nothing more nothing less but I admit I want more pero mahina loob ko and di rin namn sya nag iinitiate so yon masaya na cuddle haha.

Then friday came and last night nya here and plan ulit namin mag bar. So deep inside nag eexpect na ko talaga may mangyayari ulit samin this night paguwi. So sa bar ayun usual ulit bar shit.. Pag may bet kame we tell each other ganyan. So andon ulit ung guy na bet nya last sunday pero di nman sya nag aapproach kasi di kami ganun. So around 2am wala kame na iniinom then suddenly may waiter nag nagbigay ng drinks sa kanya and told my bff na he can order what he wants. He has no idea who it is and e asked sa waiter kung sino pero ayaw ipasabi pero ako since napaka observant ko sa paligid may idea ako kung sino un. Tapos after carefully observing kung sino ung tingin ng tingin sa kanya and ung pinupuntahan madalas nung same waiter I confirmed na un ung same guy na type nya. So I told him and I am honestly very supportive nman na pinupush ko sya na sya na mag approach to say thank you. Pero sya nahihiya since he is not 100% sure hanggang sa kinulit na namin ung waiter kung sino and umamin na ung waiter and I am 100% right(detective conan yarn? lmao). So ayun I am pushing ung bff na lumapit pero nahihiya since may mga kasama ung guy rin. So around 4am when di na super dame ng tao I saw that guy went to the bathroom and I immediately told my bff na "Go pumunta ng CR walang kasama puntahan mo na" and ayun he went for it finally. Ayun after that magkasama na sila and we ate breakfast lmao. Then my bff dun natulog sa place nung guy hahahahahahha.

Tangina tbh I dunno how to feel, I am happy pero sad. I am honestly deep inside mejo hurt pero alam ko naman rin kasi ung boundary ng friendship namin and super better na ganito lang siguro kame. I don't want to overstep rin ung boundary namin cause I don't want to lose him. Mas mahirap makahanap ng bestfriend kesa jowa sa panahon ngayon lol.

PS. that night may mga naginvite at nakamomol rin ako sa dance floor pero sya ung iniisip ko parin na ending ganon. ewan hahahahah