i’m very much aware that you’re not here on reddit so i’ll just express my thoughts out here.

i enjoyed my time with you and treasured the memories that we have made. thank you for making me feel that i am capable and deserving of being loved genuinely. not gonna lie i miss everything about you, from giving me the princess (lol) treatment, blasting my favorite songs during our road trips together, treating me out for food everytime i feel bad about myself, spoling me with gifts, playing online games with me and introducing me as your boyfriend for the first time to your loved ones. alam mo, you are my very first heartbreak, it took a year and a half for me to move on from you. within that year i tried distracting myself through gym, work, finding new hobbies and even tried opening up and meet new people on dates but my feelings still come back to you, i always remember you.

i have never cheated on you. i know i will never gain your trust because you’re in another country when we broke up na but i never really cheated on you, hinding hindi ko siya kayang gawin, over my dead body. we never had the proper closure and i wish we had but it seems you blocked me everywhere na and you never even gave me a chance to defend myself. i wish we could have reconnected somehow but i know this will never happen anymore.

we may have not ended things well, but i think i got the answers that i needed kasi dreamed about you twice, one was when we finally talked and the most recent one was that you’re already seeing someone special… it was bittersweet for me and i woke up crying but i’ll take this as a sign that you’re okay na, and i should be too. i can confidently say that i have moved on, and what we have now are only memories.

now that i’m single and had finally moved on, i wish i could meet someone na mas higit pa sayo, someone who’s mature and may tiwala sa akin most importantly.

thank you for everything, i’ll see you around :)