I've just started exploring my sexuality lately. Before kasi sobrang insecure ako sa sarili ko, so I just started out booking escorts and masseurs to satisfy my needs. It started out lang sa side fun and oral lang.

Pero recently, I tried mag pa f**** kasi curious ako on what it feels like, kaso hindi natutuloy, kasi sobrang sikip ko daw 😭 akala ko baka di lang sanay yong isa kong kilala, but another 2 said the same thing and it ended up na hindi nalang kami nagtutuloy, it just felt really uncomfortable.

Any tips po ba on how to do it, I feel like I'm doing something wrong. I do prepare naman, like lube and douche, but when it comes na, di talaga kaya.