WARNING!!! LONG POST AHEAD!!!

So yesterday nakita niya akong pauwi galing work. He called and invited me na mag breakfast na buffet sa Tomas Morato and siyempre si crush yun so pumayag na ako kahit antok na antok na ako, go lang! So nasa car na kami and nag open na nga siya na muntik na siyang magkaroon ng experience sa beks when he was visiting his relatives in Laguna. His cousins daw invited him na mag inuman since matagal siyang nasa Canada. So inuman sila and his cousins invited some of their friends din. Then there's this one guy na panay tingin sa kanya. So medyo naweirdohan raw siya but it never occurred to him na bi yung guy. Maybe the guy was amazed lang because of his accent and some slangs and all. Then it came to a point na tumabi yung guy sa kanya and was a bit touchy daw sa back niya. So natapos yung inuman na nothing happened naman daw. What is weird is that this guy daw keeps on visiting them and was inviting them na mag hot spring since may sariling resort yung guy and his cousins was excited kase libre nga. The guy left and one of his cousins commented like "himala ah! Nanlibre yung mokong!"

So dun na nga sa day ng outing nila and all of the barkada of his cousins are there even their girlfriends are invited except kay guy na nag invite walang gf and si crush siyempre. So fast forward sa inuman nila, katabi na nga raw ni crush si guy and the touching was a bit too much na raw. At first sa back lang pero that time, he noticed na bumababa na sa butt niya and sometimes this guy will touch his muscles and would make pisil. And worse is sa thighs niya and the hands would stay for a minute or two raw. I asked him bat di ka nag react or tell him manlang na you're not comfortable at all? He was like thinking kase na baka mali lang siya ng iniisip about the guy and the guy was a bit drunk narin so he let it slip nalang. For as long as hindi naman daw sa prive part niya, oks lang. So siyempre i asked him na "so kung ako gagawa nun sayo okay lang din for as long as hindi ko lang hahawakan junjun mo? Is that really okay? Won't you feel like weirded out or what?" Then he responded na "siyempre it's weird. Sino ba naman yung may gustong malagay sa ganong situation, diba?" So he continued na fast forward na sa kalagitnaan ng drinking sesh nila his 2 cousins were drunk as hell na and they called in for the night na and bring their gfs with them. Same as their friends na natulog narin with their partners and si crush is gusto narin mag rest since medyo lasing na siya. He went to the bathroom to pee and wash up before going to bed. So while peeing, this guy came in and peed rin like sumabay daw sa kanya. He was shocked but when this guy lost his balance daw and was about to fall and muntik nang tumama sa lavatory yung head is but he catches him and slowly lie him on the floor. He continued peeing then this guy kneeled and was starting to grab his junjun daw pero umiwas siya and nagalit like "wtf are you doing, bro?" The guy was saying na "isa lang pls? Promise magugustuhan mo to!" He wanted to get out of the bathroom na but the guy was at the door so hirap siyang makalabas. The guy was still trying to grab his junjun and then he fell again. The cousin came and was asking what happened. Crush told him na lasing sobra. Was trying to go to the bowl to pee pero di na ata kaya. His cousin laughed and told him na to go to their room na to rest and he will help his friend nalang from there.

Past 1pm na when they all woke up and had their lunch and went home. The guy was not talking to him daw after the incident. The following day, the guy sent him a message sa messenger and was telling him not to tell his cousins about what happened that night. The guy admitted na he's bi daw and none of his friends knew about his orientation and all. So he just replied yes snd then there. He asked of lahat ba ng gays are like that? I said no naman. Not all gays are like that. Siguro sobrang bet ka lang talaga niya but i can assure you na not all gays are like him. And i even said sorry to him na it happened to him pa and jokingly said na galit ako sa gay na yun kase uunahan pa niya ako (tho alam niya na crush ko siya) then he laughed and said baliw daw ako. We both laughed at it. Then he asked if yayayain daw niya ako, papayag ba raw ako? So i answered na "kung gusto mo talaga w/o any hesitations at all, go! Jusko palalagpasin ko pa ba yung moment na yun matitikman ko narin si crush noh! (Then we laughed then i said) pero kidding aside, ang awkward kase na gawin yun sayo kase friend ka ng cousins ko eh. Baka ako pa yung humindi kase ayokong magkaroon tayo ng awkward moment if ever. Siguro sakin wala lang yun pero ikaw yung iniisip ko na baka after the experience is maging aloof ka na or what. Pero ikaw ba if ever, gusto mo ba?" Then he answered na "if i want an experience gagawin ko yun sa iba. Hindi sa taong kilala ko. As what you said, ayoko rin na may awkward moment." Then we arrived na then he parked then i asked him if he can open the door for me kase for once lang gusto ko lang mafeel na babae ako. Then he said bahala ka diyan then he laughed then said tara na gutom na ako. Nakasimangot ako na nakatingin sa kanya while getting out of the car but i was shocked when he opened the door sa restaurant for me then i smiled then he said "kinilig naman siya oh!" So siyempre jokingly i responded "grabe to! Weg ke nge diyen!?" Then we laughed.

Ang takaw niya promise pero hindi naman siya tumataba nakakainis lang. Then he told me na he might go to Canada for 3 months lang kase he need to help his parents daw sa bagong business nila then he will try to visit my cousins narin sa US then go back here na. Bantayan ko raw house nila then he will give me pasalubong and all. I jokingly said pwedeng iba nalang? Then we laughed.

Nag aya akong mag coffee after namin mag buffet then we went home. Then pag dating sa house nila, he said wait lang then he gave me 3 Cadbury chocolates and siyempre kinilig ako dun and then i hugged him and said thank you. He hugged me back naman. Then i told him na to forgive the guy nalang and be cautious next time. He said yes naman. Then hinatid na ako hanggang gate lang nila then yun na. Siyempre di ko na shinare yung chocolates ko dito sa bahay kase special yun for me. Hehe.