It's been 2 years na rin since my partner came out sakin na he's Undetectable.

2 years ago during our dating stage. (Naka prep ako daily. We have unprotected sex din. Wala namaj transmission, until now I'm still non reactive.)

He admitted na positive nga siya, ang reaction ko lang is "okay". I tried not to make a big deal. Kasi its not an issue nga. Though gulat ako and nagprocess utak ko ng malala. Pero priority ko talaga nung time na yun is mapa feel sakanya na "its okay", na "nothing will change".

At the back of my mind may parang trust issue syempre kasi naman sana sinabi niya simula pa lang. Pero syempre if I were in his shoes, mahirap din un situation niya. I realized and accepted na yun na consider niya na right time .

Ang hirap ng mental gymnastics actually. Di ko sure if I handled it well during that time. I just want him to be happy and healthy all the time. 2 years na kami today.