Again, sa tinder ko nakilala tong guy na to. Been talking to him since yesterday and siyempre meetup daw agad. No need to prolong the process since dun naman din mapupunta yun. So okay sige. Simple coffee lang he told me and since he lives in Mandaluyong, pumayag nalang ako na ako na pupunta since alam ko naman yung san yung sbux dun.

I arrived on time and he's late for 40 mins. Malapit lang naman ng condo niya sa sbux pero sige oks lang. He arrived na parang wala lang. But then, i noticed him na from the side of one of the pillars hiding for 15-20 mins. So is he thinking kung pupuntahan ba niya ako or not? Hindi naman ako nakapink na shirt as in naka black nga ako nun. So umorder na siya ng drink niya and went back to our table then he started asking questions. I noticed na parang ang layo ng photo niya irl. I checked his profile again and iba talaga. So i asked him kung sino yung guy sa photo. It was his ex daw. He's been using his photo to meetup with other guys kase wala raw pumapansin sa kanya if he's using his own photos. I told him na why would he do that? Baka mapahamak pa or what yung ex mo? For sure hindi niya alam na you're using his photo, right? Then he did not answer nalang. Then he told me na may nakalimutan siya sa unit niya and he needs to get it and if i can go with him. I just told him na to get it nalang and will wait for him sa sbux. He told me na mas may privacy daw dun so we can talk and ask personal questions narin. Hindi raw siya comfortable sa sbux asking personal questions. Then i told him na hindi rin ako comfortable na sumama sa unit mo and i prefer here nalang and since hindi pa naman matao sa coffee shop. From there nag change na yung mood niya na parang iritang irita na then told me na sana pala hindi nalang ako sumipot kung alam ko lang na ang arte mo pala! Nashock ako dun. I tried to explain na hindi lang ako comfy kaya ayokong sumama sa unit niya. Then he told me bad things like walang magkakagusto sakin, ang panget and ang arteng baboy na bakla ko raw and all. Then nainis na ako then told him "ikaw na poser ka magpasalamat ka kase hindi ako nag walkout sayo! Oo panget ka na nga panget pa ng ugali mo kaya wala talagang papatol sayo! Panget ako? Okay lang! Ikaw kase mas panget ka! Mahiya ka nga sa sarili mo! May pa privacy privacy ka pang nalalaman pota makikipag sex ka lang naman! Feelingero ka! Patangos ka muna ng ilong bago mo ako laitin!" On a low tone of voice ha. Then from there i grabbed my bag and keys then walked out from the coffee shop. Drove off and blocked him na. Inis na inis lang talaga ako. Siguro nga i should drop the dating apps muna. Maybe this is not my year.

Parant lang po. Sorry na. 😔