The lesson for today, tomorrow, and for the rest of my dating life. Sorry for the long post but plss bear with me haha

So I met this guy on reddit for months now. Lumipat kami sa IG magusap after exchanging pics and I guess we’re satisfied with each other’s lewks so that’s good.

Our first month of talking? Meh hahaha minsan lang mag usap but mostly we like each other’s stories. The next month came and nagkaroong ng spark lol so we set up few dates and nagmeet kami for 3 times tapos naghook up kami on our first meet.

Actually he’s looking for a fwb based sa post niya and that time ako rin since hoe phase ko non (short-lived lang but it’s fine!). But yeah ngl I lowkey fell for him. Not that fall na fall but I got excited kapag kausap ko siya.

After I guess months of talking, narealize ko na sobrang superficial lang ng mga usap namin hahaha I tried asking him things but wala eh. I guess his walls are too high and again he’s not looking for a relationship talaga.

Next few months, medyo nag lie low na ako kasi ilang beses ako nag aya magdate but tumanggi siya. Ok lang naman sa akin yon kasi he has his reasons. Still we like each other’s stories/post sa IG

Not until recently chinat niya ulit ako saying na he’s up for dates na raw ulit. Yay I guess? Kasi atleast may initiative magsabi hanggang napunta sa ‘relationship’ yung usap namin. He said na he’s not ready raw ganon if yun hanap ko. Ako naman I’m civil about it, I understood naman and lowkey told him thanks for telling me kasi para alam ko yung boundaries ko.

After that convo last week, I said to myself na he doesn’t deserve my attention hahaha even though he’s still liking some of my stories, ako nagstop na completely. I felt like there’s no sense of doing it naman if I know walang patutunguhan. Give me time and tanggal na siya sa system ko hahaha besides super pagod ako sa work parang wala na ako time lumandi hahahaah