So I met this guy sa FB and decided to meet to have date and nauwi sa fun. We had a protected sx naman, once lang din nangyari. Gentle top naman siya since ngayon na lang ulit ako na bottom after 4 yrs. Pero I gave him BJ and he cm on my face that time, medyo marami and some of it goes to my eyes kaya namula. Sinuck ko pa siya ulit after niya labasan and feel ko I swallowed some.

After a week of consistently talking, we met again and inamin niyang HIV daw siya. He's taking ARV naman daw for 4 months tho di pa alam if undetectable.

It's too early pa to know my status since 7 days ago lang nangyari. Idk what to do/think.

Kinakabahan ako. Natatakot. Gusto ko isipin na low risk naman but still, napaparanoid ako.

Dapat ba akong super mag-alala? Low risk kaya talaga? Totoo bang low risk na ng transmission pag nag t-take ng ARV ang patient for like 4 months? huhu palakasin niyo naman loob ko. Pero gusto ko rin talaga i-prepare yung sarili ko sa kahit anong pwedeng mangyari.

Fortunately, this guy is very supportive of me and willing siyang samahan ako magpa test to face the result, sorry rin siya nang sorry... pero tbh, medyo may galit ako bakit di niya sinabi agad at naglambing pa ring i-bottom ako (tho kasalanan ko rin kasi bumigay ako)

Pls help me through your advise 😭😭😭