Ever since I(M24) realized na I’m gay and nagkaroon ng idea sa gay sex I’ve always feel na bottom ako. Like feel mababago buhay ko kapag nagpabottom ako hahahaha

Last year lang I had my first sexual experience haha tho sides lang ginawa namin ng guy I feel like reawakening ko na yon. I have insecurities but through the years naman I’ve improved and nag gain ng confidence kaya siguro nagtry na ako mag engage sa sex.

Nasundan pa siya nang nasundan and mostly nakaka meet up ko are bottom/verse bot. Puro sides lang ginagawa ko not until I tried topping na. My first was not that great probably bcos first time ko yon and may halong performance anxiety.

Fast forward after that, I fucked another guy and it was a different experience kasi I’m more chill and my bottom was very nice. That same guy is verse pero nung time na nagmeet kami ok lang daw sa kanya kung siya lang magbott since idk how to clean myself pa.

We met nung guy ulit but this time g na ako magpabott sa kanya. It’s going to be my first but I feel like ready na ako. While we’re doing it, dahil sobrang libog ko and di ako nagjakol for how many days. Sobrang sarap ng pagfuck ko sa kanya hahaha heaven lol afther that it was his turn naman.

That’s when I realized na fuck sakit pala magpabottom. Feeling ko kasi di niya ako nafinger nang ayos plus he keeps on pushing lang. Ansakit niya huhu pero nagulat ako nung time na dapat ipapasok niya na… he cummed. Naexcite kasi raw siya kasi sobrang sikip lol. Di niya na napatigas ulit so ayon I think it’s a blessing in disguise kasi ansakit talaga hahaha

Right now siguro I’ll engage nalang muna in topping kasi I don’t want to experience yung sakit non haha or maybe he’s just that bad. Ako naman before ako kumantot I’ll make sure na prep and relax na bot ko hahaha anw do you have similar stories? Share niyo naman haha