Ang hirap lang na lalandi ka tapos malalaman mong scarred sila emotionally. Tipong good shot ka sa kanila pero takot sila na i-try ka kasi baka maulit ang trauma.

Makailang beses na rin ako over these past few months na lumalandi. Recent landi ko was this oomf from X. Matagal ko na siyang crush and all and alam ko he was down last year so I made him feel na I am there for him. I was there for him. I made sure na maramdaman niyang hindi ko siya iiwan and emotional support ako. Kaso it seems like I did too good kaya natakot siya and that he says he ain't ready kahit nagpakita rin siya ng interest sakin.

I am sorry that people have hurt your feelings. I am sorry that there are people who hurt you so much that matatakot kayong makaramdam ulit. Sadly, I can only do so much. And if my genuine feelings are denied, hindi na ako uulit ulit at hihintayin kayo hanggang sa maging stable ulit kayo.

I am sorry.