Hi Guys,

Last Tuesday pa talaga kami Wala. 1 year official relationship with my BF tapos ilang months na dating before that.

Yesterday, first time naming magkita uli since classmates kami. Ako (M20) and him (M23) have been talking since 1st years and 2nd year naging kami, 3rd year kami ngayon. We saw each other yesterday kasi nga naman, cmates HAHA at first walang kibuan tapos last sub naguusap na. Like Ang sakit na ramdam mong may boundaries na. First time naming magkita after breakup namin on chat. Internal Conflict naman and Wala namang issue with 3rd Party or what.

Same circle din kami kaya nung uuwi na, magCR daw Siya kaya una na kami pero hinabol ko Siya. Ayun nag usap kami sa park, closure, apakasakit. I tried pa begging na baka kaya pa ayusin. After all we've been through I told him na hindi ba worth it to try and fix us pa. He said kasi na to save what's left of us, kaya minabuti Niya na rin na maging friends kami kesa maging strangers. In the end after crying and begging, he already made up his mind. Hugged me for the last time and I held him, enjoying the moment while crying. Sabay umuwi since ganun nga kami.

Setup namin is friends. Cmates kami and same circles talaga. Since ganun nga, Ang hirap sa part ko since sanay ako na Kasama ko Siya sa lahat and all - after all serious relationship Naman kami eh. We can still chat Naman daw, sabay umuwi, like friends talaga. But is that a bad idea?

I broke down to my sister and father last night. Pag-uwi ko talaga napaka bigat sa dibdib. Antagal din namin and andami naming napagdaanan. Mahal ko pa Yung tao but I know that I have to process and accept it na.

For 2 years na magkakilala kami, majority dun may romantic attachment na. We've been taking care of each other for a long time. Besides school we go on dates or overnight sa kanila. Kaya Ang hirap na all of a sudden, Wala na lahat yun. Magkikita nga kami pero as friends na Lang and Hindi na tulad ng dati.

Give advices Po hehe or baka maaya niyo ko sa mga ganap niyo sa Buhay , arigathanks