It’s comforting na ung long term besties ko mga accla rin (2 girls na pan, 1 girl with no label, 1 gay guy), madali ako naging comfy at accepting sa homosexuality ko bcuz of them and I’m so grateful for that. Super used to feeling belong ako sa kanila but now na lumipat ako for college bihira nako maging updated sa life nila and recently one of my girl bestie just shared na she started exploring sexual stuff bcuz of this guy na nameet niya sa LM. Silang dalawa ng isa ko pang girl bestfriend na may bf nag chichikahan abt don since guy nga usapan, di naman nila ako ni left out or anything.

I have no problem with that sexual stuff rin naman and as I should, personal un and ako rin naman recently lang rin nag start mag explore don but just with myself. I guess It’s just one of those moments na feeling ko di ko masabayan mga friends ko and realizing that it’s bcuz I’m a lesbian gave me a sinking feeling di ko rin ma open to sa kanila kase why would I make it abt myself. Siguro wala lang talaga akong dilig kaya na depress si accla haha either way sexual stuff or not at the end of the day I fell like it’s still more complicated for lesbians like me to explore experiences :,)