First and foremost, oo alam ko na dapat hindi hinahanap ang love and all that kasi alam kong may ibang mag sasabi na dadating lang yan eme eme and I dont really believe in that so ayun.

Idk kung ako lang pero I feel so unlucky or it feels na parang sobrang liit lang ng chances ko to date. Despite me being non-op, I have feminine features pero not feminine enough? Idk. I just feel na walang may gusto mag date ng trans kasi men just like to explore, have fun, or sexualize trans people. I’ve been to a few dates before pero it didn’t end well kasi it’s either they’re not that interested or just want sex.

I tried dating apps already; tinder, bumble, taimi, okcupid, and many more. Even dito sa reddit, sa dami ng posts ko wala naman nag memessage.

I really wanna go out on dates na talaga and experience being in a relationship. Ano ba dalat kong gawin huhu