It’s a struggle, having a desire I can’t seem to move past. And it only seems to grow stronger the longer it goes unfulfilled. The desire to have a younger woman on her knees, to have you, looking up at me, opening your throat for me, giving me your mouth to be used as I please. The desire to push my cock deep into your throat, to feel a handful of your hair in my tightening fist as I give into my lust and use your mouth harder and harder, pushing you onto my cock, pushing you deeper and deeper despite you gagging and choking. The spit, the drool, your muffled moans and whimpers and the wet sounds of my cock thrusting in and out of your throat. You gasping for air when I relent to allow you to catch your breath.

It’s an obsession, and I can’t seem to shake it. It’s more than just a blowjob, it’s a moment. Nothing else exists. Just her, and my cock. All else fades away as she submits her throat to me. It is more than something I want. It is something I NEED.

And what I offer to you is an escape. Let me show you what subspace is. Open your throat to me and feel the mental freedom as your head empties. No anxiety, no fear, no past, no future, no expectation or strategy. No managing all of those thoughts that are always ping ponging around your pretty little head. In these moments with me, you'll find it easy to give me your submission, your obedience. You'll find it easy to let go. You'll be nervous until we meet. Shaking with anticipation, wondering if you're making a good choice. That's natural, It will happen, especially if you've never done something like this before. But as much as I know that will happen, I also know that the moment I have you, the moment you find yourself going to your knees for me, all of those nerves will be gone. I can promise you that based on my experiences with women just like you. Trust me. You will never feel so free from at all.

And the best part is, we don't have to tell a soul. You'll be my secret, and I'll be yours.

I'm attractive, and experienced. I'm deviant and kinky but I am respectful. If you have boundaries, I'll respect them. If you don't? I will push the envelope of finding them.

6' tall. 175 lbs. Handsome face, blue eyes, light brown hair and a beard. I wear flannel and workboots, I'm that kind of guy. My cock is big enough to make you choke but not so big that we can't set realistic goals about you having your lips wrapped around the base of it. And it's a pretty cock. So you'll worship it.

I'm DDF, with recent test results.

Don't be shy. Explore yourself. I'm ready when you are.