I am a fresh graduate with a BA journalism degree and after graduating umalis na ko sa company. I only worked there for 4 months at most.

The reason I left is because of my declining health sa graveyard shift and also wanting to experience a course related job.

Now I am resting for almost 2 months and syempre, reality hits na hindi pala ganun kadali mag hanap ng bagong trabaho, o mag ibang bansa.

Dapat ba hindi na lang ako umalis? Dapat ba naghanap muna ng kapalit even though my health is really affected? Yung buong 13th month din sayang.

In terms of financial situation, hindi pa kasi ako obligado mag give back sa family (nung nagkawork lang ako) tas ngayon okay lang sakanila na wala pa kong trabaho. Hindi nila ko pinepressure.

Kaso nalulungkot na ko. I sent resumes online, walang feedback. My colleagues are complacent, hindi rin nag mamadali at yung iba malalayo ang work sakin at hindi rin sila open.

When I experienced working kasi, I met a lot of people and befriended them in the process. I can say I am also an achiever when it comes to what I do. Hindi ko lang gagawin, gusto ko gawin nang maayos at maganda.

I strive for growth and learnings. When I experienced earning as well, parang gusto ko na mag earn more, thrive more.

Where am I really headed? Ganto pala pag wala nang educational commitments.. I feel lost and tired sa buhay dahil ang dami kong time mag-isip.

Meron bang pwede mag bigay ng tips sakin in career path ? Alam ko na hindi agad agad nakakahanap work after grad.. I just feel useless na wala pa rin akong ginagawa sa buhay ko :(