I arrived here sa Manila last Saturday and since then, I've been having frequent breakdowns. Nakakailang breakdown ako everyday. I live alone and when I open up to my family, I am and my feelings are often invalidated. My friends also use toxic positivity. My other close friends are so busy.

I badly need someone to hug rn. I live in KNL and if it is okay, I would like to cry to someone pero if kaya niya lang. I am a girl and I hope a girl will come too. I know na delikado but desperate na ako. I will show my ID naman and syempre I would ask for theirs din.

Idk. I feel so lost. I don't have time for this but I am so tired feeling this way.