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i just feel like everyone has their own people like no matter how much i try na makisama and all, parang it still feels like i'm excluded ??? if that makes sense ??? idk how they all became close (my blockmates specifically) and all that but magugulat na lang ako na meron na silang mga inside jokes and things na pinagtatawanan. it just literally feels like i'm an outsider. i'm not an introvert naman masyado and i think naman i can be a good friend and i think i'm okay kasama as well... i just dk why talaga yk. i try to hold convos and i try so hard to respond accordingly sa mga pinaguusapan in ways that are relatable for them pero wala talaga 😭 it just overall sucks cause it just... it feels so lonely and i don't know what to do anymore. i swear i'm trying but it doesn't feel enough

that's all lang naman, thanks for reading! feel free to reply with kahit anoooo