[UPD] I don't belong anywhere.

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ChopinSatieSchubert is in UPD

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Hello. 6 years na ako rito, undergrad.

I feel so lonely, and I don't belong anywhere. Ganito na nararamdaman ko kahit nung freshie pa ako. Actually, kahit nung bata pa ako. Natatakot ako na baka ganito na ako habang buhay.

Okay lang sana kung nasa background lang ako, pero hindi. I try to keep my head down, pero minsan napupunta ako sa spotlight, in very embarrassing situations that highlight how out of place I am.

TW >! Gusto ko na mamatay. I might unalive myself soon. !<

Edit: thank you so much for the kind words! But it seems na a lot of you misunderstand what I am trying to say. I am NOT depressed because of UP. I just happen to be here at the moment. Like I said, I feel like I don't belong anywhere, whether that's in or outside UP.

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