I have this fantasy where someone with pull in the system gaslights me into believing I have a mental disorder that requires my to be placed in a conservatorship under their control.

At first I protest that I don't need that. After all, I am a capable professional, an activist, a grad student, and extremely independent. There is no way I could be so broken that I need to give up all control of my life.

But they find "doctors" to confirm what they have been saying. They get court approval that I am unfit to be in control of my own life. And they bring me home with them to take care of me.

Once I'm home with them, they beging implementing more and more requirements which become more and more degrading and sexual.

Soon I am functioning as a sex slave, but if I ever tried to tell anyone (which how could I without access to my own phone or social media accounts) they would dismiss it as delusional due to my "diagnosis"

This is just my life now.