You fantasize about deviant sexual acts with a much older white male. The idea of having no control as you’re ordered by a man to sexually satisfy him gets you moist whenever you think about it. The way he shuts down your complaints makes you wet. The names and words he uses to describe you and talk to you, gets you even more excited. Being humiliated and degraded in private as you are made to service hit turns you one. The roughness in the way he treats you, taking you, forcing you sexually are all turn-ons; to the point of making you climax in your bed alone. But never to the point of leaving bruises or hurting you because those few limits will be respected.  All these things make it impossible to tell any of your friends or your partner what you desire. The way they would look at you after your disclosure makes you keep these desires hidden.

Needless to say, these are probably things you've personally desired from your partner, but have either not approached the subject with him; or you have approached him with the subject and he is not fully responded to the idea (played along for a bit, but just was not into the idea). You probably have never spoken to your girlfriends about these desires for fear of the way they would view you later.

I know most women who have these desires are not actually the submissive type in their daily lives. You are probably a very confident and competent person, handling a multitude of things on a regular basis. I know these thoughts are not 24/7 type thoughts and you are not looking for a 24/7 Dominant/submissive relationship, but you may be looking for a release valve for these pent up desires. I will help you explore your submissive side, while all of your limits are respected.

THIS IS FOR women interested in

Bondage:
Master/slave or Dom/sub relationship (Losing your free will to another, allowing that person to have total control over you for a few hours in a discreet setting.)
Rough (or Forced Sex): Hair pulling, ass slapping, nipple pinching, deep throating (gagging), etc
Verbal Humiliation (Dirty Slut): Possibly public displays, depending on your limits, etc.
Fantasy role play,
Possibly group activities Adult theater or bookstore play.

Just a few thoughts to get those wheels turning. Respond with Deviant is subject line and we can go from there.

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I am very real, white, 6’, 200, dad type body, very thick cut and I last, first class oral skills and am very take charge/kinky.