Im a 28M Single male currently unemployed,im a complete mess, i have lack so many personality traits due to most genetics and upbringing, im 28 but im so childish, i have no confidence, no social skills or self esteem or any self awareness in social situations, this is most because of my dad, he is an lonely beta male who had a worst upbringing, he doesnt have a personality or manly traits either, he cant drive he cant argue he cant hold conversions or he cant make any social contacts, he spends his life in home alone in dark, he is a passive beta nice guy, my mom is dominant in the house,so simply my dad is an invalid coin, it makes me sad and depress seen my father like this, pretty sure he had a rough childhood and no manly father role model, even though he is a man he doesnt have any maly traits, he is 65 now but he has a child brain and very childish, he cant even learn from looking at the society, because of this he never gets respect from anyone, he cant even make a call, he never goes out from the house, he is so simply spineless and he has no awareness what should a man do in the family, all thing done by my mom, therefore i have feminine traits too, i hate living here, and even neighbours takes advanatages of my dad as he have no perosnlity or backbone, they use him for manual labor works in the name of charity and rips advanatages of his. im tired of seeing this, he dont have any friends ever, he cant even make a phone call, he cant call loud and hire a taxi, he cant order and do work from labors simply he cant dominate anything, when people see how much a whimoy chump he is they rip him off, simply he dont have any person to raise his coffin to the grave, zero social contacts, when i see the dads of my other freinds and the masucline thing they do it makes me depress as how much i have lost so far in life, im a nice guy too, just like mama raised a harmless innocent soft soy boy, this has caused many thing in my life too, i cant hold a career, icant get a gf, i dont have friends , i dont know any manly thing, even neighbours dont know that i live, simply im invinsible to everyone, even in social media im overlooked, i never get any likes for my photos or posts, im very sad how others have a perosnlity and identity and why im not, how they get other peoples respect and im not, everyone uses me takes advantage of me as they see me as a weak beta male as my father, girls uses me as an emotional tampon, friends uses me for their addvantages, im sipmly a liquid a lizzard who have no boundaries no respcect from others , they overlook me in every social situations as im awkward same as my father, im in the brink of ending my life as idont want to be an soy boy beta cuck who is door mat for everyone, please help me