I feel like I am getting more and more reckless with my sends/seeing dommes in person. It use to be 10 to 25 dollars sends every once in a while. Nowadays it have been 25-50 dollar sends almost every other day. I been doing cashmeets and IRL foot sessions in my car spending 300 to 500 dollars like I am Bill Gates or someone.

Don't get it twisted I have decent paying job and I spilt all the bills which helps, but when I sit back and think about all the money I have spent on this hobby I get chills. I am now becoming addicted to foot worship sessions in my car that is running me a good $240 a session. I was so close to booking a hotel and popping my pegging cherry with another domme.

I won't lie I don't want to stop spending and being a good little sissy for a goddess, but I do want to tone down my reckless behavior. I am seeing three dommes on a normal basis now and it is really starting to add up. My question for my paypigs at what point did you start making reckless choices like myself? I feel myself going into a while other phase of femdom/findom, but I don't want to stop now!

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