i won't go into too much detail about it. but i was going to meet some one. i never met them before and i was never in that particular area. i had deja vu. now, i've had deja vu plenty of times before, most times i'd get weirded out but nothing happened, just kinda passed. but this time it felt different, i really felt like i was there before, the house, lights, door, road layout all felt familiar. i felt calm, like i was supposed to be there. the person i met seemed familiar in some way even though i never met them. it all seemed natural even though i am some one who has anxiety issues.

this really bothered me, wondering why this was like this. there was just something different about this experience and her. some people told me not to worry about it, it's probably nothing but i knew there was more to it. i really tried to separate things so i was clear headed about it. something was there, trying to tell me something but i had no idea.

a week later i went to get my tarot cards read and asked about the deja vu. the cards went apeshit; the reader (who is very good) was like wtf?!?!?! the spirit is going nuts! she then asked if she could do a past life reading/ regression and i said ok. i had done a hypnosis type regression before and really didn't like what i saw so i was kinda hesitant.

even though i didn't see images, i kinda felt things, memories and feelings of it. to kinda put it in context that i can understand; it was kinda like reading a book with my eyes closed. just a lot of pages missing and in a foreign language.

it make it short, me and this woman have met before in a past life. it was in the southeast of france about 20-50 years before the french revolution. she was in a noble family and i was a peasant in service to them taking care of the horses. we had an interest in each other but it was forbidden due to her status and me being a peasant.

i saw her again and told her about it; i was originally not gonna mention her, just about me being a peasant. but i decided to just tell her; not because i wanted to respark up an 18 century tryst or anything, but to just come clean so my conscience would be at ease. i know this experience was a lesson for me and no more. i don't think she knows or has any memories of it but she did enjoy me telling her about it. since then i've had some more 'glimpses' of that life. very warm and comforting. i kinda feel different now knowing i've met some one from a past life. how many people can say that?

i'm not one to just jump into believing anything. i'm a more "i want to believe" type of person. but i really believe in this even though i don't understand.