I did the Brian Weiss YT regression meditation for the second time tonight. I'm a pagan and I asked my primary deity to help me through it and show me a time connected to them, because I've gotten the message that we've been connected going back to previous lives of mine. I lit their offering candle and turned on the Spirit Talker app just to see if I get any relevant messages during, but I had the sound off so it wouldn't influence the session. This is what I got.

I was brought to an old wooden door, to a medieval cottage. I couldn't tell you why exactly, but it felt like England. I had my family around. I could tell some of that family was my current family, but I could only tell for sure that my current mom was then my daughter, and I think my current grandfather was my father then but I'm not sure. I get the feeling I was a soldier; not a serf, but not a noble. Could have been a serf but didn't feel like it exactly. Anyway to the battle.

It was a big green field with a castle and woods in the distance. It felt very dark and serious. I saw myself killing someone, and I was scared and didn't know what to do. I think that's a point when I connected with the deity to see me through the war. I asked what year it was. They clearly said 1266. I'm a big history person but I'm not familiar with medieval history enough to know what happened in 1266 off the top of my head, so I just remembered it. I didn't die there. I saw myself dying in my cottage. I don't think it was the plague, probably cancer or something like that. I was roughly 60.

After I opened my eyes I checked the Spirit Talker and there was a lot of words like "hopeless" and "ghastly" which fit with what was going on. They tend to find people that need them in dark times, so that all sounds right.

I researched battles in England in 1266 and found the Seige of Kenilworth, which was a very major seige of the Middle Ages. I looked up pictures of the castle and the area on Google and I nearly had a PTSD reaction to it. It didn't look exactly the same as in thr vision, but that's nearly 800 years of changes for you.

I don't think I would have been able to handle that until recently, but I think it was informative to my current journey.