I want to begin by sending my deepest condolences, from the bottom of my heart, to those who have experienced the grief of losing someone as a result of pancreatic cancer. I hope that this post does not come off as disrespectful in anyway. I have a cryptic feeling in the pit of my stomach that my time with my mom is running short (she is stage III, weighs a mere 80 lbs fully clothed, and just switched to folfirinox for her second round of chemo).

I love my mom so much. The thought of living in a world without her is inconceivable to me. I want to make the most of the time that I have left for her. For those that have lost a loved one to pancreatic cancer (or anyone that feels they can offer me insight), looking back, is there anything that you wish you would have said or any questions you wish you would have asked him or her? I know that I cannot possibly prepare for the grief that I will experience when my mom actually passes, but I feel that having these conversations with her will provide me with some sort of comfort.