I don't know what suicide baiting means, but I hope it's okay to mention suicide briefly.

TW: suicide, drug use

My partner lost his battle on 4/9/21. We lived mostly out of my car. We had literally nothing to our names. And nobody except my service dog. I did a letter burning ceremony after he passed and now, being that it's nearly 1 year to the day and I don't have his ashes or a grave sight or anything other than a few photos to remember him by, I find myself needing a new ceremony but this time it will be both to mourn him and also hopefully to embrace healing.

I've come to you, my witchy friends, as I just need some guidance on how to best go about this. I used to get high and be promiscuous to deal with my feelings, but on 1/1/21, I got sober, so I'm trying to heal in a better way.

I have a room guardian that a friend made. I have a special candle that was also made in preparation for that day. I'm wondering if there's anything you all think I should or could do in order to manifest healing and also celebrate/mourn my partner.

Please help.