That Time I Offered Menstrual Blood For Protection of a Beloved Pet

My beliefs are more Panentheistic/neo-Gnostic, so I asked for spiritual protection by many guardians that have approached me:

• Allat, Al-‘Uzzé, Ba’al Shamim • Potnia Theron of Parakeets • Metzli, Coyolxauhqui, Tezcatlipoca, Tocí • Ma Zu, Hu Xi Mei, Hu Li Wang, Nü Wa, Queen Mother of the West • Tamamo no Mae • Hausos

Long story short, my bird escaped and I was inconsolable for a week. I am still hurting and grieving for accidentally letting her fly away. The weather has been very harsh lately for parakeets especially, and I was constantly putting myself into a mindful state and recite prayers in Classical and Liturgical languages that they would have compassion and spare her and safe her and guard her health. To show my thanks and trust in all of them, I offered my remaining menstrual blood 🩸

Even after I’ve regained all the blood, whenever I go on with my routine of drawing talismans guided by my intuition, I feel dizzy, but as soon as a few mere seconds after I’ve stopped, my blood flow feels normal again.