Definitely too much for just me. Work stress, emotional stress, metal stress, now taking its toll on the body.. I found my self waking up not long after going to sleep this morning (overnight worker) with symptoms not uncommon to cardiac arrest. I had trouble breathing, my heart rate was out of control, left arm was numb and tingly, blood pressure was to the moon somewhere in the 150 range.. all I could think at the time, was please let it be my time.. let it be quick.. I've suffered long enough. "Family" and "friends " don't seem to care, or should I say only care what I can do for them.. I just don't know what to do amymore.. is it time to give up hope..