My husband and I have a wonderful sex life, for many reasons, but certainly not the least of which is that he has always encouraged me to lean into my desires and to pursue them, if I feel so inclined. Having this kind of freedom truly does make me feel more attracted to him (even after 25 years together), but it also makes me feel like anything is possible (even if it seems impossible to find!) So, with that in mind, it's worth mentioning that almost every single time that I have an orgasm, it is while I am fantasizing about being with 2-3 (sometimes even more) men at the same time. In my fantasies, these men always know exactly how I like to be touched, and kissed, and licked, and fucked - they are both/all experienced with the nuances of what turns me on and just as excited as can be to overwhelm me with all of things that I desire all at once. Just the idea of it makes my lady bits tingle in a way that nothing else can!

Of course, the problem with reality is that for any man to understand what turns me on (both mind and body), he would need to spend some time getting to know me and learning about me (and he would have to actually be the kind of man who derives his own pleasure from knowing that he is giving me pleasure.) The problem, though, is that it seems that most guys are in such a boner-driven frenzy to achieve sexual conquest of a woman - to pound her as hard as he can for as long as he can in as many different positions as he can, until he busts a nut and quickly trots off to find his next sexual conquest, all-the-while convincing himself that she loved every minute of it and she will always remember him as the greatest fuck of her life - that they don't even take the time to consider what a woman might actually want. This seems to be the default mindset for the modern man who has been brainwashed by years of consuming porn that was made by men, for men. He has no clue what actually turns a woman on in real life because he has always been too dense to realize that the women in those porn clips are paid very well to pretend like they are having a good time and that they just can't get enough of being pounded, degraded, and treated like a disposable fuck doll. In truth, this is not at all what a woman wants (at least not a woman who likes and respects herself), but it is almost always what is offered to her by every clueless, egocentric, walking hard-on of an excuse for a man that pings her inbox with messages like, "Hey baby, I'll make u cum like u never have before!" He has sent some version of this same message thousands of times to thousands of women with the result always being the same - no response. And yet, he keeps doing it over and over, never realizing that it is not the case that the fish aren't biting, he's just using the wrong bait. It is truly the definition of insanity!

In truth, what a woman desires (or, at least, what this woman desires) is a man who makes me feel genuinely wanted. He is patient enough to take things slow and earn my trust, to show me that he doesn't just want to fuck me (of course he wants to fuck me, he's a man and nature made sure that he would want to fuck me and just about every other healthy woman on the planet), but that he wants me to genuinely enjoy the fuck. He looks into my eyes with intense longing to explore my body and to know what it is like to be inside of me. He longs to know what makes me tick, what I long for, what I've always dreamed of having, just so he can be the one who gives those things to me. He wants to learn how every erogenous zone on my body is unlocked, to spend time practicing and learning, patiently and confidently listening to me when I say, "No, not like that, but like this, please," and then change his approach to find what pleases my body (and my mind) until I say, "Yes, just like that, please keep doing it just like that!" I want him to kiss me and look into my eyes and feel the rush of excitement that comes with seeing how much pleasure he is giving me as I let my defenses down and give myself to him completely. I want to lie back and free myself of all of my doubts, reservations, and insecurities while he licks and laps and swirls his tongue around my delicious pussy that is dripping with excitement, his hands roaming and exploring my body, discovering the way my clit pulsates when he gently grazes and touches my nipples, the way my hips beg for more when he glides a wet finger around the rim of my asshole as he patiently teases me with the idea that he might slip that finger inside while he massages my pussy with his warm, wet tongue. I want to see him looking up at me excitedly with a twinkle in his eyes when he finally teases me past the tipping point and I cum in his mouth while he humps the sheets with his rock-hard cock because it turns him on so much to give me an orgasm. I want him to fuck me with long, deep, steady and firm strokes with his big, fat, swollen cock, sliding in balls deep and back out to the mushroom tip, over and over as he kisses me and looks deep into my eyes. I want to ride his beautiful, hard cock while he laps and sucks my on my sensitive nipples, his strong hands exploring the curves of my body, his cock throbbing inside of me because he can tell that I'm at the tipping point and I'm just about to push my hips into his cock as hard as I can and start to grind as I experience a deep, mind-blowing orgasm on top of him and there is nothing that makes him feel more like a man that seeing me completely satisfied by him. And when he can't hold off any longer, I want him to tell me that he is going to cum so that I can wrap my lips around his throbbing cock and suck and stroke burst after delicious burst of sweet, warm, salty cum into my mouth and swallow every last drop as my own reward for letting him fuck me so well. I want to giggle and say, "Thank you - thank you for fucking me the way that I longed to be fucked!" I want to cuddle and kiss and laugh and do it all over again. And when it's time for him to go, I want to feel like I have to see him again; that he was so sweet and so good at fucking me right that I just need to have that in my life over and over again!

Now, take that man and multiply him by 2 (or even 3, if it's not too greedy) so that I have 2 sweet cocks, 2 warm mouths, 4 strong hands that know what I long for giving me the best sexual experience of my life! I want them to fuck me over and over again so that I trust them completely with our dirty little secret and I can let go of all of my inhibitions and shed the ridiculous ideas that society has for a woman to be respectable and just give myself completely over to my desires for these men. I want know what it feels like to have an orgasm with 2 sweet guys who can give me a hard cock in my pussy and a hard cock in my asshole at the same time and make me feel completely and fully fucked! I want to love it so much that I beg them to keep fucking me forever. I want to brag to other women about how good I have it and, for the women who are excited by the idea, bring them into our bedroom so that you can fuck them the same way that you fuck me!

I mean, I have no idea what the logistics of finding guys who will be excited about this idea looks like. Are they friends who want to bond over giving a woman what she wants? Are they stroke buddies who are already comfortable being aroused with one another and who would like to add a woman to the equation? Is it a single guy who dreams of this scenario (and who won't get stage fright when he is in the presence of another sweet guy with a hard cock?) I don't know, but a girl can dream, can't she?

There are pictures sprinkled throughout my profile, along with other sexual fantasies that I've had over the years. Please read them - read them all. If you're still interested after reading everything that I've written, please say "hello," attach a pic so that I get some sense of who is chatting me up, and tell me all of the reasons that you think you might be just what I'm looking for ;)

xoxo