He’s always been adamant that he’ll never use the needle because with his personality, he’d never stop. So last night we were out at a casino, he had someone shoot him up and has been doing it constantly since then. To add insult to injury, he stole $130 from me to make that happen.

There’s no hope for this anymore right? I’m just sitting here heartbroken and frustrated.

Edit: I got quite a few chat requests after posting this and I’m sorry, I would love to read them but it keeps showing that my chat requests are empty :/

And you guys are probably right. We spoke on the phone just now and he feels no remorse, just a bunch of “if you break up with me I’ll be dead in s week” and “thanks sandy you killed me”. I feel horrible but I did try for 14 months.