So I was out clubbing finally again, didn’t score a chick so I went to score something else…just a slight detour through berlin, I stand in the subway with about 20 other junkies waiting for the man.

It seemed surreal, all other stations were full with tourists, party goers and normal ppl, this one was just plain fucked.

So while waiting again oh how much I hate it we notice this dude stinking like a rotten kebab crying about some Arab ripping him off. His leg was infected to the max, the others even got angry at him for stinking the place up.

Thanks to Covid I got sanitizer so I had a chat w the dude trying to get him to go to the hospital ASAP. Like tonight now.

He feels like he needs to hustle up the 20 eur he got ripped on at 4 am in the most crowded tourist clubbing area of berlin, absolute horseshit they would chase him off or arrest him.

Which would be an improvement tbh.

So the dude starts crying bc us five guys lay into him esp this Arab dude (another one) that reall appreciated m hand sanitizer 😂.

We tell him it’s all love man, we get it we’re addicts too but this is a lifeboat death matter. I’m sure had I called the authorities they would have taken him regardless.

I left him the choice and he didn’t want to. Needed H. Even if the hospital gives him methadone. Didntt want to leave his using friend bla bla all bullshit.

I wasn’t a big enough man to give them my pebble of H and I feel a lil bad like I could have done more. Laid into other dude tho to really get that guy to inpatient tomorrow or he will need to visit one more funeral soon

Damn that shit was too real for me I have to quit and someone needs to help these lost souls. I talked to him for half an hour wa longer then all. But I know junkies and how yesterday’s promises are today’s compromises.

Sad shit man