So my situation may be a little weird. I have a higher libido than my partner so to satisfy it she enthusiastically agreed to me doing things with others online. And I like having the option but. I’ve only done it 2 times. Once in September and the next in October. I feel that even when I’m craving it I just can’t bring myself to try again or be fully comfortable with people. When I did talk with people it was like I was avoiding the conversation going anywhere. Is there tips to be more comfortable? I’m unsure if I want to do it again but I feel overwhelmed at building a long term sexual relationship. I’m a bit worried about possibly being rejected midway or them not knowing what I look like. Maybe it’s self confidence and the fact I’m trying to recover from sexual dysfunction. Lately my relationship with sex has been so weird. I love my partner so much and she is very supportive but. I wish I could just get into it.